I'm still feeling miserable yet I'm calm. better than yesterday. I know for sure it is hard getting a job in this hell-hole so I might as well create a job for myself. In order to do that I got brush up some IT skills.
On the weight front, I am not going to stand on the scale till the end of march/early April. I don't want to get too obsessed by numbers. Not just yet.
No more excuses, Shareen. no more.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
Coaching myself back to life?
Dooh. what a lame title. 61 days has gone by since I started on my new mission. Att mår bättre. To feel good. so why the hell am i feeling like a piece of rotten meat?
Read aftonbladet's article about listening to my inner voice and it says I should prioritize. I prioritize myself and life but heck, i cant just live on fresh air and sunshine, cant I?
I WANT MONEY!! yeah, i am smart enough to know I need a job. Problem is this bloody hell-hole I live in, buggers want experience. now how the &(%¤ am I going to get any experience if no one gives me a freaking chance? so much so for the bloody hell-hole spirit.
Mood at the moment - totally miserable. am not feeling sorry for myself. I got myself into this. I did this to myself.
Read aftonbladet's article about listening to my inner voice and it says I should prioritize. I prioritize myself and life but heck, i cant just live on fresh air and sunshine, cant I?
I WANT MONEY!! yeah, i am smart enough to know I need a job. Problem is this bloody hell-hole I live in, buggers want experience. now how the &(%¤ am I going to get any experience if no one gives me a freaking chance? so much so for the bloody hell-hole spirit.
Mood at the moment - totally miserable. am not feeling sorry for myself. I got myself into this. I did this to myself.
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