All is well in my world.

I've been listening to Louise L. Hay's You Can Heal Your Life Study Course the past few days and every sentence she says is like an aha moment for me. She talks about forgiving..makes a real distinction between letting go and that letting go doesnt mean one accepts the act that was done. That positive thinking isnt enough. We need to change our thoughts. Long ago I learnt 'change your thoughts and you change your world' but the particular motivational speaker didnt explain much about the topic. 17 years later I am really learning about how my wishes and thoughts can manifest.

I'm really living my dream life at the moment as a mom. I wake up in the morning with a 3 year old who calls me his best friend. In his world, this is huge. We eat breakfast and then he goes off to daycare and I get to do what I want in the meantime. He's home a few days during the week and I love watching him grow, despite the nonsense he does.

Now I'd like to have a dream job, where I work max 5 hours a day and bringing in the income of full-time career woman. Working from home or somewhere close to home.

Changing my thoughts...

Louise L Hay

The Interview

I've seen this interview hundred of times.. just to keep me on track. Hope you enjoy it as much as I do.

A new turn

I finally merged my two blogs together.. the other blog was more personal with private thoughts. But isn't that what blogging is about? Blogging my thoughts, no matter how personal and private it is. Jonathan mom kinda inspired me to do it and Anna S inspired me to have a nisch for my blogg. I'll have to think of that later but at the moment, this is my personal blog.

Binge

For some unknown reason, I've binged today. Can I pass the blame on my period? That doesnt sound uncountable for.

Maybe I should start takimg sibutramin to control what happens to my serotonin and noradrenalin.

One step at a time to glow...

I should be sleeping.. instead I am dancing to these songs.. I have to post the links as I cant embedd them..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-wmAeqDSKw .

This one makes my heart skip a beat
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4WiVPcayRI

One week later..

I celebrated raya. On a small scale and it was wonderful. Why? cause it was with my loved ones. Raya was on Tuesday here in Sweden and I found out at 9am on Tuesday morning, totally unprepared but what the heck.. celebrate.. took me a while to get my butt moving.

I cooked nasi kunyit, deep fried chicken, sayur lodeh, sambal, and kuah kacang. For dessert we ate the chocolates Lesley Anne sent from Scotland.

I asked Noah, 'what was the best part of the day?' He replied 'the sweets'. Bless yours soul Lesley Anne. He really likes the 'puppy-bear' shirt too :)

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I have not had any late night snacking/munching since last Saturday.. till Tuesday ... 6 days total. That's a new record for me and yes, I am so darn proud of myself. My cousin told me she sleeps early. yes that worked too. Otherwise Bob Greene's tip of drinking tea seems to give better results. I drink a cup or two of herbal tea and it is my way of winding down before I go to bed.