You did it. Despite expressing my deepest feelings, you chose to go ahead. Now I know where I stand in your life. I was never in it, was I? I still have all the bruises from 20 years ago but this is one bruise that will never fade, no matter how much time has passed.
Today is the first time I felt a piercing sensation in the chest bone... Is this how a broken heart feels? Of all people, I never expected my father, my very own flesh and blood to let me down.
The funny thing is, if I can go back 6 years in time, I'd still want you to be there for me. I guess thats what it was all about wasn't it'? That you thought I didn't want you? WRONG. God only knows what the hell you've been telling people, twisting it to your benefit.
Like I said earlier, in some screwed up and ironic way, I actually thank you for your actions. Your bad genes ends with YOU.
Listening to Charlotte Church All love can be.
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